Bridge over troubled waters
Seems like things that I want aren’t coming my way. Opportunities which are being presented are not what I want. Career wise, I’m being offered opportunities which aren’t what I want, yet it seems like I can’t back out of unless I burn my bridges. Got presented by my manager of an offer which for most people would sound good. How do I tell them that I don’t want to take up the offer as I want to leave the company without burning my bridges. I just want to make a fresh start elsewhere? I’ll find out after tomrrow mornings meeting. I feel so tired! 
I’ll Be OK
Still can’t move on from that girl. Pathetic me! Still clinging to that one glimmer of hope! On other news, I’ve been applying for jobs. Had two interviews today. The first one I had was a place which I would like to work in. Nice office, and the job is something I want to move up to career wise. Now I have to wait and see if I make it to the next round. I so don’t feel like working in the morning! Just so over my current job at the moment! Right now, I just want to things in my life to progress. Why can’t I have a job I enjoy? Why can’t that girl just be straight with me? Why can’t I seem to get anything moving in my life at the moment? Why are all my friends moving along and doing well, while I can’t? Maybe in 6 months time I can laugh about it. Maybe things will turn out OK. I just have to be patient until it’s the right time.